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One of the things I've been doing to help combat my high blood sugar is exercising. I am REALLY self-conscious, so the thought of bouncing and jiggling my copious amounts of fat makes me recoil. I mean, what if someone sees me?
There's not enough spandex in the world that can glue my chubs to my body well enough to keep me from the dreaded bounce. It's so awkward, especially when you just know people are staring. I just feel like shouting, "Yes, I know I am fat! Yes, I know I look so weird bouncing and jiggling! How else do you expect me to lose the jiggles??"
Except that I'm über shy and I would never dream of shouting that at a total stranger.
ANYWAY, I was going to say that I've been at home doing workouts instead o the gym thanks to YouTube and some really excited cardio instructors. The one I started with yesterday weirded me out enough that I had to stop and find another video. She looked like a very young Olivia Newton John and she had this voice like a little girl of about nine. It just made me really uncomfortable for some reason. That, and she was really hard to follow.
Then I started to wonder, am I old enough to start getting weirded out by younger people?? Lemme 'splain.
I've discovered that teenagers annoy the hell out of me, and now I'm starting to roll my eyes at dopey college kids. Guys, I'm well on my way to "cranky old lady" status. Part of me sees it as a sign of maturation, and part of me is freaking out because it feels like its happening too fast. Which part of me is right?
Hey there! You should try Jillian Michaels 30-day shred, it is pretty effective. I usually just do it when Pete is not home!
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