T and I have been struggling with several fronts of opposition and it's not because we're moving to Ohio. These fronts have attacked our very talents, capabilities, character and personalities. We are feeling really just beat into the ground and it takes a lot of effort to drag ourselves out of bed and face the daily grind every morning...well, afternoon lately. Sleep seems to help...passes the time. We are depressed. We want to leave so badly but we aren't supposed to be leaving yet. Not to mention moving isn't really going to help with these particular issues. If you pray, pray for us...we need some good things to happen to us. Or at the very least, please just pray we can weather this storm.
I wonder when people will start getting the gist that I am not at their disposal. Maybe it's just because I'm lonely, but I have been feeling like many of the people we know are not willing to try to adjust their schedules to make room to see us one last time. We have been saying we should get together with people one more time before we leave and it just seems like some of our friends couldn't be bothered. I guess it speaks volumes of the quality of our friends. Those, of course, aren't our CLOSE friends though. Our CLOSE friends are awesome people whom we are going to miss so much when we leave!!! You know who you are. =]
I thought I was going to swear really bad in this particular blog....I wrote a journal entry just a few days ago that is chalk-full of words I rarely say out loud. I was really angry...I haven't been that angry since the last week of my Advanced Directing class. I'm not even going to open that can of worms...ugh.
I just talked to my sister for like two hours...she saw that I was sad on facebook so she called me immediately. I just like it when people respond right away. It's crazy how much we are alike!! I know we're 7 years apart but that doesn't mean that we can't have fun. :) She asked me if she could tell me anything and I was like, "Of course!!" Apparently she's been having problems talking to other family members...they've been judgmental of some of her choices and I just don't think that's the way to be. I'm not her mom...she has a mom. I will leave the parenting to mom and focus on being my sister's friend. I wish other people in the family would think the same way. But alas, every is entitled to their own opinions.
We're throwing a going away party for ourselves this weekend because we are moving to Columbus, OH and that's VERY FAR AWAY from here. So far we for sure have exactly two guests...and although I love the two people who are coming, I am sad that no more of the 30 people invited can come. I picked a Saturday and I picked the weekend before we move so a sense of urgency would compel people to clear their schedules, even just for a few minutes. I can't say I'm exactly thrilled about this...so Dorothy's gonna see if she can get a carpool of people up here...even just a few family members would be really great. I'm not even sure if we'll see them as soon as Christmas!!
I LOVE PHIL COLLINS'S "STRANGERS LIKE ME."
I am only mildly sorry about the comment I made about Fargo. I know some people love it and I do feel bad if I insulted someone but mostly I am just being honest. I am just sick of this place and the shit that's gone down in it. I need a fresh start. We're getting one and we can't be happier about it. Someone told me I'm behind on my cycles because I'm stressed about moving and I laughed! I'm only getting more excited every day because of the move!!
*sigh*
Also, meet Cinnamon!
In that picture, she was 5 weeks old. Now she's just about 7 and she has almost tripled in size!!!
And now she's FULL of personality...I think she was really underweight when we got her and now that she's normal piggy-size for her age, she's crazy!! She jumps off my shoulder and crash-lands on the carpet, she makes ALL KINDS of silly noises and she does this ridiculously silly thing....
Also, that's my youtube channel. Check it out for more fun videos! Maybe I'll get some good ones in Ohio. :)
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